This Should Be Interesting...

today is Haley's birthday party...dont get me wrong, im really excited but guess who's gonna be there...Brock and Adam, the two guys i do NOT wanna see right now. i dont know weather HE (the boy who shall not be named) told them about what happened or not but if he did, they'll probably be teasing me and that would just ruin everything. i wish they werent coming. well at least they have to leave at 5:00 cuz its a sleepover. on a lighter note, i decided im gonna wear my tight blue long sleeve shirt with a white tank top under neither and im still debating if i should wear my jeans or my sweat pants. hmm.....

Really Good Book

i recently (and when i say recently, i mean today) got a book from the library called Amy By Any Other Name and its very captivating and interesting. i cant put it down for a minute! its about a girl who dives into a quarry and hits her head on some rocks by accident but when she wakes up in the hospital, she's in someone else's body! and all these people say that they are her friends and stuff and her foster mom comes to take her home but this isnt even her life. she has no idea who these people are. they all think she's Krystal but she's Amy. and in conclusion, i'd really  like to thank my friends: Bandgeek and beatlesfreak for comforting me and being so sweet. thanks guys. i fell alot better now :)

In A Bad Mood

After a fight with my mother (those are never fun) I'm in a very bad mood. i dont want anyone to talk to me, i just want to be by myself and listen to music and i want every one to just leave me alone. In my defence, she's the one who started the fight and over reacted and said things that werent true then ending up blaming it all on ME. it always ends that way, she is the one who does all the yelling/name calling/lying/and everything else and she makes up stuff so i get in trouble. i dont care anyways, i just want to be by myself.  On a brighter note, i was listening to my Elvis vinyls earlier today and when i was listening to Loving You, i could just imagine me and Jakob dancing with me holding onto him and him wrapping arms around me.

Coolest Cat On The Block

Just got back from hanging with my cousin down town and it was AMAZING!!!  another thing, i have turned into a woman. yep, i know its shocking but it is true. ha ha, what i mean by that is, my cousin lent me tons of stylish clothes and i just bought a whole bunch of hot looking clothes. and hottest of all - i got a leather jacket! its soo sexy looking, when i wear it to school, heads will turn! ha ha, and im also wearing tighter clothes and not shopping at Wal Mart anymore, ha ha xD i went to Bluenotes, D-Tox and Suzy in the last couple days to get new clothes. its a big change for me and you can sure bet i dont look like Buddy Holly any more! haha, dont get me wrong, it was good to look like him back in the day but if you look like Buddy Holly NOW-well then, sorry son, you're a nerd! ha ha xD and im hoping that it will impress a certain someone (you can guess who). my cousin said when i go back to school, looking like i do, i'll blow his socks off! well, i sure hope thats the case!!!

That 70's Show

I stayed up till 5:00 AM last night, watching back to back episodes of That 70's Show on tv!!! and i must say, i've never really watched that show before, i've always seen the title as i scanned the channels but i never bothered to watch it. but that was a mistake cuz that show is one of the most funniest shows i've ever seen!!! I kept laughing! I think it very well might be one of my favourite tv shows now! but my ABSOLUTE favourite show is Saturday Night Live!! thats like the high light of my weekend! ha ha. I think Eric and Donna make a cute couple but they're always fighting. I remember this one scene Donna says " I love you" and Eric says "enough for you to strip for me?" Donna slaps him and he says "I mean, i love you too!!" ha ha xD

Hanging With Haley!!!

So, me and Haley are hanging at my house. me are gonna make a movie. we're still desiding what it should be about. oh, wait...Haley's getting an idea! She says "thinking...world issues that shouldnt be world issues!!". no! i got better idea! CHARLIE SHEEN!!! WINNING!!! ha ha, we're gonna make a movie about Carlie Sheen and his friend (Haley) who he met at the bar. I'll be Charlie and Haley will be the bar friend. this gonna be epic!!! stay tuned, we're gonna post it on youtube!

The Dance Kinda Sucked

We had our spring dance and it kinda sucked. Desiree, Kiara and Emma were crying because the boy they liked wouldnt dance with them. And Jason said he wanted to kiss Rebecca and then Kiara got all mad and jealous and wouldnt talk to any of us and sulked the whole dance. Desiree finally got to dance with Conner at the end. But Emma never got to dance with Greg. As for me, Jakob wasnt there, just like he said but i tried to make the best of it and danced a bit with Haley but i never got to slow dance with anyone. Maija got to dance with Justin! That was cute. Brock was also sulking because he asked Marissa to dance and she said no. But honestly, he's been after the same girl for 3 years and every time, she's rejected him. Just leave her alone, Brock! And I guess, i kind of cleared the air with Brock because i thought he hated me and he thought i hated him and that wasnt true so i guess we're friends now. But I'm still not that fond of him... Over all, the dance was OK i guess, but it would have been a heck of a lot better if Jakob was there. I just discovered the Decca Tapes (a beatles album) and my new favourite song is Three Cool Cats. Hey man, save one chick for me!! haha, thats part of the lyrics xD

I'll See You There On Cloud 9

I swear, i cant take any more school. i'm soo glad my March Break starts in 3 days!!! I dont think im even there! you know what i mean? when you just totally zone out for a couple minutes and then when you zone back in, its like "woah, what just happened??? what did she just say??". i mean "she" as in my teacher, by the way. I dont know, maybe I'm just spending time on cloud 9...just thinking about stuff  that has NOTHING to do with math.  And on the topic of Cloud 9, i think George Harrison's song Cloud 9 is very moving. the guitar is beautiful! some day, i want to play like that!!! i did figure out like the first 5 notes to the opening guitar solo but im not even half as good as George!! but maybe one day, i'll be a famous rock n roll artist...and i'll be as smooth as a cat on that lead guitar. hey! maybe i could be a jazz cat!! ha ha, or a greased lightning rocker! my boyfriend would wear a leather jacket and a tight black shirt and have his hair greased back! yep, we'd be the coolest cats on the block! (well...maybe just in OUR eyes!!! ha ha!)

Elvis Knows How To Punch A Guy In The Face!

omg, i was watching an Elvis movie last night on tv, Clambake i believe thats what it was called, and it was so cheesy!!! dont get me wrong, i LOVE Elvis, he's my favourite artist, along with The Beatles but the movie was just...really cheesy! im talking about the scene where the guy says "you come at lousy timing, you know that?!" and Elvis says "so?" and they guy goes "lets go, you and me! KARATE!!" and Elvis says "oh, shut up" and punches ths guy in the face and he goes flying into the wall!!! all you here is me "you just got pwned by ELVIS!!!" ha ha xD

Relaxing and listening to Thats Alright Mama

I just got home from Market Day at school and I am WIPED! for those of you with dirty and imature minds, that means I'm tired...anyways, all I'm doing now is sitting at my laptop and relaxing and listening to That's Alright Mama. There was soo much tention today! We sold everything (well, almost everything) but Jakob wasnt there :/ i have no idea why I care...but i just do. its called love, i guess. the thing that makes you feel excited inside and makes you giggle and makes you blush. i think love is the strongest thing in this world. Love can do anything!

So Excited!

omg, tomorrow is Market Day and i'm sooo excited! we have this thing at school where you make stuff and then sell it on Market Day. its not much, probably only 50 cents to a dollar, stuff like that. i'm making candy shishkabobs with Maija and Kiara :P i laughed cuz last week, Jakob said to me and Haley "It sucks cuz for Market Day, i dont have anything to sell or any money to buy stuff" and Haley asked him if he wanted to paint nails for people with her! ha ha xD cuz for Market Day, she's painting people's nails. I'm slightly better at the finger picking tody than i was yesterday but i still suck at it :P i think i need one of those guitar picks that go around your finger. 

Finger Picking

I just learned how to finger pick in guitar lessons tonight. its actually harder than it seems!!! but Larry (my guitar teacher) said i was learning it the hard way because the song i want to learn uses a harder method of finger picking. i want to learn the song Julia by the Beatles but i think that might be too hard for me. i mean, have you heard that song?! the finger picking is really pretty but sounds really advanced! Maija came over tonight! we made her a blog too. its called One Life For Another so check her out! :D I actually couldnt believe it was March already! for some reason, this year seems to be going by faster than any other year in my life!

Good Bye, February!

wow, today is the last day of February already! it went so fast, didnt it? soon, it will be March Break and i'll be off of school for a whole week! hell yeah! :D I'm so sick of school, y'know? and you know what else I'm sick of? I'm sick of this freakin' snow! and I'm sick of this cold weather! and I'm sick of wearing my fat winter jacket! it makes me look like a sumo restler! and I'm sick of being bossed around! you know what I just realized?! I'm sick of alot of things!!!

I Wore My Beatles Shirt To School!

yes, it is true! after a long time, i decided to wear my beatles shirt to school! especially cuz today was George Harrison's birthday! (George is my FAVOURITE beatle! <3) and guess what?! no one swore at me!!! :D they swore at me last time and said that the beatles were gay but the funny thing is, they have no idea who they are! Happy Birthday George! You are loved and missed! rest in peace! but also, something very sad happened today. one of my friends are leaving the school :( she's moving. it was a very tearful good bye. it is hard to believe i will never see her again. putting that all aside, today was a very important day and i think i will remember it for a long time.

50's gal!

as you might know (yeah, probably not) that i have a hatena account. yeah, my user name is Bobby. anyways, i just found out that if you go on your account on the computer, you can save a still shot of your flips. and i just drew a pic of a 50's gal this morning and i saved it so i could show you it. so...here it is!

yeah, its kinda blurry cuz hatena is on the DSi but you can still make it out!

Still Sick

i was terribly sick on monday. it is now wednesday and im still sick! i hate how when you're sick, you automatically start looking ugly. i mean, it was pretty scary looking at myself in the mirror this morning! and of course, if you're sick,you dont go to school. so out of my boredom, i took a pic of my 'groovy' book mark. i wanna post it for some reason...i guess im just bored :P but, i really like my 'groovy' book mark! i love hippies!

woah, that turned out bigger than i thought it would!

Sick On Valentines Day

Happy Valentines Day! well, not for me :( i was sick all day! im still sick now! im actually sitting in my bed and typing this on my laptop! my throat burns, my neck hurts, my head throbs, my eyes are in pain and it hurts everytime i look a certain way! and i didnt even get a candy gram from Jakob... my friends crush told her he liked her. why couldnt it just be that easy for me to get someone?! seriously, i think im boy repellent or something. but Haley asked me to be her valentine and i said yes and then we burst into laughter cuz neither of us are lesbians. i finished reading When The War Is Over (a book) yesterday. i loved the whole book but the ending was terrible! her whole family turned against her and rejected her, her best friend turned against her and a group of her friends called her a whore! so decided i was gonna write my own ending, picking up where the author left off. so, my ending is, she moves in with Helmut and he asks her to marry him, then her father comes and says he and her brother are sorry and that her mother shot herself in the head and her best friend was murdered by her boyfriend. so Janke and Helmut lived happily ever after! ha ha xD

Spring Is Supposed To Come Soon

they say that spring is supposed to come soon because the groundhog didnt see his shadow but honestly, that doesnt make any sence.  first of all, if he doesnt see his shadow, it should mean that it will be a longer winter, not a sooner spring! it makes no sence! and second of all, there's still snow on the ground nd its still like -20 degrees!!!! sure, maybe some of the snow is melting but it is far from spring. Valenintes is on Monday. i wish we got it off from school. im just hoping a certan someone will send me a candy gram! :D

An Insane Poem

some poems are weird. some are strange. but i just read one that is INSANE! its called Daddy by Sylvia Plath. its maybe 50 lines and some times it makes sense but at other times, it makes no sence at all! i actually laughed a couple times when i was reading it cuz its just so weird and makes no sense. But i think i can relate to some stuff she says about her feeling as if she were a Jew being sent to a death camp. It must have been horrible to be sent to a death camp. not even imaginable. i wish i had like never ending lives and i could time travel so i could see what it was like. then when i die, i'll just come back from the dead and try jumping off  a cliff and see what it feels like. then i'll come back and run right into a twister and see how that feels. but my lives would be never ending, you see. "am i talking too much?!" -James Stewart from It's A Wonderful Life. i sometimes like to say lines from different movies and such. its fun cuz no one knows where its from!

When Friends Fight

i hate it when friends fight. it always ends up with someone's feelings getting hurt and whispering and lies and someone ends up feeling sick for the rest of the day. yes, this has something to do with what happened yesterday and today between me, Rebecca, Kiara and Maija. yesterday, Kiara got mad at me cuz i said i didnt like Jason and apparently i used a "snobby tone" to her (which i did not do). then she got Rebecca not to talk to me and they ignored me for the rest of the day. then today, before school started, i was talking to Rebecca and she said she wasnt mad at me but Kiara was. then when we were about to go to gym class, Kiara laughed at a joke i made and was like "thats so funny". it really made no sense. then later today, Maija got mad at Kiara cuz she was saying something that wasnt true about her and so Maija only talked to me and not Rebecca or Kiara. i think the only person who stayed sane in this whole mess is Haley. i really dont see why we can all just keep peace with each other.GIVE PEACE A CHANCE.